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dropped eyes watching secretly behind,
resisting the last despair in a night that arrives.
overload crashes. overload explosions.
sorry for everything in that night who carried.
away this guilt. away this pain.
please don't hurt yourself this way.

blinded future of causes, live no more.
intense black painted on your face to a wall,
on a concrete someone slides their guts
down again once falling, never able to live.
screaming with no voice of heard.

the one who deserves to die with no meaning,
likely is to live in my hands, kissing it.
only matter becomes self existence in a time.
flipped coin around a neck, pleasure of swallowing.

show me your hate and all the meaning of it,
reload the black paint over and over.
count down one by one spitting the poison out.
this human pain is a curse to a heart that is so weak.
©2007-2009 ~ewelyn
:iconewelyn:

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I was cleaning my e-mail today. I went through every last mail in it... uh what a pain in my ass. but sometimes you gotta just do the dirty job even that we would hate it. lazy asshole.

school starts in about 5 days I'm tore apart cause i have one hell of the work, I still need to go through some books God I hate it but I chose high school even now that i could have quit and do something else what is going to no where. heh.

it's scary day, I don't know what for but I'm scared as hell... not for school surely even so that it will be much different for what it has been. it will be something real after all...

so here you go.

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:iconsilverzayne:
this is beautiful..I sure hope school's going allright for you..

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"If you had a million years to do it in, you couldn't rub out even half the "Fuck you" signs in the world. It's impossible"-"The Catcher in the Rye"
:iconewelyn:
it is at the moment :heart: I'm very pleased with the outcome of it all. thanks.

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come and see it this way,
the stained glass in eyes,
all this talking, fuck off.
I hate you.
:iconsilverzayne:
I'm glad to hear that. :glomp:

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"If you had a million years to do it in, you couldn't rub out even half the "Fuck you" signs in the world. It's impossible"-"The Catcher in the Rye"

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