cancelled

Despited world surrounding the edge of love
You want to Die? do you?
I'm no one to tell the story to this,
Rapists coming for your lustful body
Ignorance of the sun set with Rain

Cancel my death tonight
I wake up in dream where the blood spills
echoing flower petals keep falling on me
Can I go now?

foolish child go home to your nest
I told lie every now and then, suffer my revenge.
Agony keeps awake a memory of your perfume
Hatred towards this shiny life of stars
come down and sink me bottom of pity..

Cancel my death tonight
unable to make this deal worthy of living
It's just nothing
Twisted reasoning is no good
wake me up.

Sickening laugh ringing inside the room
curling into the walls pretending more often
I cannot tell yet, why?
Please bury your milk beside the sleeping beauty.

Cancel my death appointment for tomorrow
abused tongue tastes like cinnamon rolls
erase the fiction memory deeper
Sleepless nights among solitude into this moment
bleeding dreams turn to be sarcastic nightmares.